Introducing myself

Hi Ms. Hegeman this is Aubrey. My first name is a mixture of my mom's name and my dad's name. I really love to listen to music, no wonder how mad I am it always cures the pain.. Well atleast for the moment. I like to chill with my friends, I swear I can do it all day. I think I'm a people person because  I can make people laugh and brings different groups together and have fun with no problems. I'm not much of a party person I usually just like to relax and laugh with loved ones. I don't know why I have this bad habit of waiting until the last minute to complete assignments.. You could take this for example it's due at 11:59pm and I'm just now doing it at 11pm. Although I wait until the last minute, I'm actually a very hard working person I just cannot manage my time correctly. Hopefully I can get some help on that this year. I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters. I want to do something with my life to prove to my little brother that we can be something in this world. Today is actually his birthday, what a coincidence. The only problem is I'm not sure on how to show him how to live life the right way, when I don't even know what I want to do with mine, except try to become successful somehow. This is the year where I figure out what to do after high school with my life. I feel as if going to college would be too much pressure for me and it's not like I'm flopping out or anything, but none of my family has been to college so for me to go first would be a big step. I don't have anyone to help hold me up with advice from their past experience with college so I've been seriously considering the military after high school, plus they pay for you to go to school anyway so it's just like going to college, it's just that I'm a step ahead with a federal position.  Hopefully by the time October or November hits I've made up my mind about going to college or not because I feel as if it's stressing me out talking about it everyday with parents, teachers, admissions counselors, and pretty much everyone else. Sometimes I wish I had a different life because of some of the things I've been through but my mom always told me be careful what you wish for because somebody else is wishing to be like you. I've always hoped that was true but I doubt it. Most of the time if I'm not home most likely I'm at work slaving (which I hate) so I can have money in my pocket. Life isn't easy, and as bad as it may sound I'd rather be with God than to work hard all my life if it's not going to pay off.